Juicetus
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Sexual Purity Mind & Body
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Week 10 of 52
Juicetus commits to:
No fantszng, or even talkng, abt othrs invlvd in our sx. Nt evn fantszng about fantszng/tlkng abt it or past shrd fntsy. Nt evn thoughts. Cut it off imdtly. Bride & I only. No mastrbting w/o Bride. Ruls subjct 2 change aftr
prayrfl considration w/Bride.
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Last reported: Success
Next report due:
March 14
7:00 AM GMT
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My Commitment Journal
 Juicetus
February 20, 2025, 4:04 PM
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| It all started with thoughts of "could this inappropriate act make me horny? Just asking and entertaining started everything off wrong. Then later in the morning I tricked myself by masturbating to try to sleep at first, just a quick touch without going too much into thoughts, but I went into inappropriate temptation and even beyond temptationfor a moment before resisting. I thought it was not crossed the line enough and would still be a pass for today, but that allowed me to trick myself into thinking that since I've had a harder time being horny, I would do quick touches here and there throughout the day to keep my horny feelings up. That led to a back and forth between thinking inappropriate thoughts and thinking of me and rachel only. A battle and struggle and then I came during the weakness part of the battle of looking at the video as if someone else filmed it with her. I could have avoided the battle and won the war of today entirely if I would have just stuck to my rule. I will talk with Rachel about changing the rule to allow a warmup right before we are gonna start, but even then, it starts a battle in my mind. Even thinking about her "liking big cock" puts me into big temptation so I may have to add that to a boundary. | |
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