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Master Sleep, Build Momentum
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Day 37 of 46
triis11 commits to:
Want to avoid Beautiful Boy and Requiem for a Dream. I commit to building momentum. Things that kill my momentum to stop are the addictive forces in my life: PMO, reddit, n, massages, edging, dating apps. I really want my brain back to peak form. This requires good sleep, hydration, and exercise 4 times a week. Main tasks: updating IDE for chronic pain, assemble all frames, making training videos, make new gels, and get ultrasound coupling contract.
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December 22
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My Commitment Journal
 triis11
December 21, 2024, 3:40 PM
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| Golfing yesterday with mike and parents. Easy to stay off all this when you have a fun fullfilling life. | |
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triis11
December 20, 2024, 3:36 PM
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| Travelled, hung out with parents. Really tired. | |
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December 20, 2024, 5:39 AM
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| Went to massage place and O. Told the person no touching several times but she took off her top and then i felt her tits and she touched for a few seconds. I told her no, but when i touched her again i came. Really felt dumb, embarrassed about supporting a bad industry, and bad about stopping such a long streak. I had Alex ready to come over but wanted to check out the massage places instead. Before I edged for ~3 hours on HUD so somewhat broke the challenge on that. Regardless I have built up a lot of momentum over the past month and one slip up does not erase that or stop that going forward. I am still committed to this SR practice and building momentum. | |
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triis11
December 18, 2024, 5:09 PM
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| Downloaded HUD again last night to get me through a boring project. I still feel the urge now. I suppose the main issue is that it diverts your focus. and where focus goes energy flows. So we don't want to drain energy into this. It is a fix for variety since the tasks that I try to escape from are very boring. I will try to get variety from a better mechanism---going to the front, eating good food, biking somewhere, etc. | |
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