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Master Sleep, Build Momentum
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Day 46 of 46
triis11 commits to:
Want to avoid Beautiful Boy and Requiem for a Dream. I commit to building momentum. Things that kill my momentum to stop are the addictive forces in my life: PMO, reddit, n, massages, edging, dating apps. I really want my brain back to peak form. This requires good sleep, hydration, and exercise 4 times a week. Main tasks: updating IDE for chronic pain, assemble all frames, making training videos, make new gels, and get ultrasound coupling contract.
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My Commitment Journal
 triis11
January 3, 2025, 4:37 PM
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| Finished committment. Over the 29th, 30th and 31st I allowed myself to use the apps and Pmo. Some of the worst days of my life. Just felt sick, uncomfortable, distracted, and wanting the whole time. | |
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triis11
December 29, 2024, 12:02 PM
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| Was successful yesterday but just forgot to report it. Had strong urge to use both Feeld and massages while home but realize both will lower self esteem and take me further away from finding ideal partner. I Understand both are bad for me, i instead ate good food and relaxed. Felt better overall. Still miss the intensity of hookups and massage...although I understand it is not true pleasure since it is tied to so many negative consequences on the end. On the positive, avoiding both last night showed me I am not going to die and am better off to exit these traps. | |
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triis11
December 27, 2024, 7:27 AM
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| Had really good day today recovering from hangover. Thought about doing massage or THC...instead ran on the beach, drank lot of water, ate good food, took a nap and felt completely normal after. Little monster was gone. Added bonus of ordering a book (positive step) and buying retinol cream (positive step). Watched the last dance, motivated me to find a way to obtain true power and also maximize height (positive step). All these allow me to move forward in life much more positively and smoothly than if I had gotten high or gotten a massage. It is a really strong force I want to harness...leaving the trap of addictions. | |
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triis11
December 26, 2024, 6:58 AM
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| Going smooth, most days spending time with family and friends. | |
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