I’m not trying hard enough anymore and it means o hate my body. I don’t want to feel shit about myself anymore. I felt so good when feeling slim. I want to be 56kg. I don’t even have much to lose but I need to get my shit together and just refuse to give in. I know it’s hard but teh more I ignore it the easier it will go away. Just feel hungry but don’t act on it. Starting right now. I am aiming for 1400 calories everyday until in the 56kg range then I will reverse diet |
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Being honest. I didn’t do it. Really annoyed I wasted money and feel shit in my body. Ffs. Not worth it |
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Done almost 2000 almost everyday. Idk if that means I’ll gain or maintain. Hope I’m still in a slight deficit but I’ve been hungry so I’ve been eating |
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Fine. Ran 7km so definitely in a deficit today but yesterday was a huge binge so probably not much compared to that. Not sure how positive I feel about sticking to this goal but I’ll take it day by day and today I did good |
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