jrashaad
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not contacting her and going all in...
Star this Commitment
Day 132 of 132
jrashaad commits to:
Not initiating contact. While I allow myself to respond if contacted, I will make no attempt to connect with her.
I committ to going all in psychologically, emotionally, physically in the pursuit of reshaping and reframing my life for the next 132 days.
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My Commitment Journal
 jrashaad
May 14, 2023, 1:10 PM
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I will NEVER forget yesterday. May 13th, 2023 The wheels came all the way off. Entirely loss all of my composure. Failed myself entirely. I broke my pledge to myself, with catastrophic consequences. Penance. |
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jrashaad
May 13, 2023, 2:23 PM
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| Haven't hit up the journal in a bit, but still hitting this anvil. Some days with a little more conviction than others. | |
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jrashaad
May 4, 2023, 2:51 PM
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| 2nd night in a row she's been in my dreams. Embedded in my consciousness, she is. I miss her, man. | |
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jrashaad
May 2, 2023, 1:51 PM
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| Dreamt about her last night. Strangely enough, that feels like the first time I've done so since we stopped talking. It fucked me up, honestly. Left me feeling like shit. But...you keep moving, right? Because the alternative is simply not an option. | |
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